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Why do I sit here
in this new spot of mine.
Thought I had fallen over
a long while back.
I think of you,
Why.
I watch this beauty
of a sun set,
slowly as my eyes begin to close.
Of you
why do I dream.
I know you are far
and nothing will bring
you to me as before.
I sit here now
blinded,
as it turns orange.
Clouds like feathers
graze above.
Why can you not be here
Too.
The earth rattles,
it shakes,
but nothing I do
will get you here
To me.

You see,
I know your secret.
Deep, in and out,
I've slept it in.
Watched it grow,
watched it sink.
I know why you breathe
And
why your heart slows.
Out you exhale
with your imagined nightmares;
Think no one sees.
You crave that sight
Crave that spot,
But sadly it belongs
Not.
To you.
Not
for you.
I sit here.
Not for you.
This world is mine,
has been,
And
always will be.
Never yours, Dear.

What I posses
you cannot hold.
You cannot see-
only pretend to be.
You cannot know
why it is so.
You cannot feel
what I hold dear.
I will never be
what you are to me.
I will never be
Someone
you hold.
Never someone
you want.
Only in my thoughts
do we exist.
But we are no more;
we are End.
Finished.
And slaughter you
I would love to.
My love is
your hate.
Hate me you..
You.
Unwanted you stand.
Such a tragedy.
Kill me, Dance with me,
you unwanted whore.

Because
posses I will,
You.
I will set my gaze on yours.
Touch you,
and watch you crumble.
I will slow my breath on yours;
slow yours.
Move aside the curtain
which you so helplessly hide behind;
watch you flinch.
In my heart I hold you dear,
in my memories.
I will lay my hand on yours
and feel it grow cold.
Just as before.
I will kiss your lips,
Embrace you.

You cannot run from me now.
No longer can you handle..

I hear the sirens now
as I part with your body.
I hear them declare
You dead.