Well... my stalk privileges showed that my homie Kael posted a new journal, so I figured I should probably update this sucker too, considering its been the same thing for months.
I've lost it all. Everyone, 'cept for a rare few, among which are Kael, Kenz, and a couple others. However, this is a concequence I expected, and one I wont fight against. I have my reasons. In my life are left those I need in it, you know who you are. And theres those I love, and additionally need, that I've chosen to still keep outside. This is for their own sake.
My recent past is unchangeable, unregretable, and, though painful, the way it should have been. My present is the time in which I have to decide what to do with my future. That makes my present the battle grounds for the upcoming war. There are two roads, a war for which to fight, or a calm sea of unmoving secxurity, which I dread. I'll chose to fight, and for that I need comrades <man I hate that word> lets just leave it at friends.
Theres good things, though. A couple new silhouttes have cast their shadow on the screen of my life. So far they've not dossappointed, and are promising.
In short, life has been less that satisfying, but I have people like Kael and Kenz, and as long as that remains, air will continue to flow. More recently Elizabeth and Emily have also helped the other two to push my chin up and keep my eyes looking forward, and for that Im grateful.
But after all this the most important is left to say, and it is also the shortest statement: Lets see what happens, for on it depends my whole future.
Whoa... I got a little deeper than I had intended to. Alright, people, Ill see you all around.