without a set of manual instructions to follow,
for everyday guidelines,
human beings panic.
we disperse like a flock of geese.
who am i to question human existence, let alone my own life?
i'm left empty handed each time.
in the air, nothing but unanswered questions
that linger for a lifetime.
all i want to know is why am i here, singular, as an individual.
what is my purpose?
have you ever had those 'what if' questions.
after everything you do, you question yourself.
every painful thing that happens in life,
you question it,
what would the world be like if that hadn't have happened?
what if you had known the truth?
what if you had known how i really felt?
what if i got up and screamed i love you?
what if you knew?
but we're not that lucky to have that chance. to start over, and find out what if. we are left unknowing and in the dark. for we are nothing,
merely human beings.