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Sitting. Sitting here crying. Crying my eyes out in agony. I don’t know what went wrong. Everything was so perfect. He was worth waiting for. Did it end because I wouldn’t sleep with him? I told him I wanted to wait until marriage. He said it was fine. He said he’d rather be with me. Be with me and have no sex. Than to be with someone else and have sex. It meant so much. I thought it was the truth. But it was all a lie. Obviously. Now I sit here. Crying so hard. I just want to end my life. I’m tempted. Tempted to pick up a razor. And make a deep cut. Into my wrist. The blood will feel amazing. You hurt me. You hurt me so hard. I don’t know what to do about it. You. You’re the one for me. And now that it’s ended. I have no one. No one in the world. Now what? What do you have left to say? Tell me. Because tonight. You won’t see me ever. Ever again. Guess this is goodbye. |