i'm not going to crumble,
i won't break this time.
i can hold myself,
and if i fall, it won't be too far.
i won't do that to myself again,
i can hold my composure,
i'm not tearing myself up,
i'm sewing myself back together.
i know you were scared,
watching me slowly die,
changing just a little more everyday,
and i'm sorry.
but don't worry anymore,
i'm not going to let it happen again,
once down that road is enough.
these walls have been torn down,
i know, i've seen it, i've felt it through every vein in my body,
but i'm getting better,
you've said it yourself,
i'm happy, but stop worrying that i'm just going to break again, because i've got enough bandages to keep me going for a while, trust me this won't start all over again.
i'm not helpless this time.