I try to keep my tenses consistent. "I never told" is past tense and sounds like a past problem. What sounds better to my ear is the present perfect tense, "I've never told". This implies it's still a problem, which the rest of the problem explains eloquently. I also wasn't sure what was hanging in the air when I read the last line. All in all, a beautiful write that hurt me good.
I feel completely like [censored] right now, and this in itself just brought me up a little. It so Raw like, this is it, this is it exactly, no great bull[censored] words or great way to say something really simple. Just there out in the open. I love this in every way right now. I love you for this really hahha, its amazing. truthfully i don't want to see this changed at all, i love it too much. haha and thats a good thing