Sopposed To Mean To Me by Rainin

I don’t think you will change
The pain I felt
The aching you awarded
Simply, impossibly I doubt we can amend
Everything we stood for
You took
With each imprint laid upon me
You’ve taken my acceptance for granted
You may think im so naïve
How can I trust this time
When before you promised
Last time you even whined

You use her
Asif she were a tool
Not your own
Not something that means more than
All of this
That we call life
Don't you don’t see
You can reason
It’s either all on you
Or all on me
Never accepting what will be

So maybe this time you mean it
So maybe you will change
How can you possibly ask me to believe though
Why can’t you simply prove it
I wish I could believe you when you state
You can feel my pain
But if you did you would simply stop playing this hurtful game
Why, can’t you be better than me
Instead your turning into me
As sick as that may be
I wish you could be like you used to be

You wonder why I never cooperate
You see,
Fear is running through my vains
And, baby that complicates things
All I ever asked for was Understanding
That’s why you turned out to be more
Than I had planned you to be
Inside you spoke to the broken side of me
Now your angry and greed has taken that away from me
How can you allow your self to be such a dick to me
When apparently I’m sopposed to mean something to you