I listen to this song
and remember
maybe I remember to much
cause the pain starts
and I wish I was back there.
I know it's not possible
and I shouldn't want to
but a trip down memory lane
seems to much for me today.
I can't block the emotions
why should I try?
The pain from long ago has gone away
but I can still recall
crying all alone on the floor
thinking I had nothing to live for anymore.
Now I sigh and wish
that things had been different back then
that black wasn't my only friend
that these scars would just dissapear.
But I know that they made me who I am
I was addicted to the pain
always had to have my heartbroken
walked on and beaten
I wouldn't want it anyother way.
I was deranged, sick in the head
but thats ok I would say
as I was always the one to walk away.
Well looking back , I was strong
and I still am.
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Submission Name: I was strong
