As each day goes by
I wonder if I'm going to live or die
With no one to tell
I stay in this shell
My own hell
Back in the day
I never had to pay
I got along just fine
It's not the same this time
Everything's out of line
Nothing comes easy anymore
It's all about blood and gore
What happened to love
Where's that man above
Not here when it comes push to shove
What happens when you're a mistake
Everything you've ever known is fake
You put on a front
For all the b****es and c**ts
But you can't help but be blunt
So what's our religion
Are we wiccan or are we christian
People need to make up their mind
Quit wasting our time
Worships not a crime
They say God never made a mistake
Creating the world was a piece of cake
Are people blind
It's not that hard to find
His mistake was man kind
On my own
I have a different tone
I realize now how easy I had it
Getting my way was just a bad habit
Now if I want it I grab it
I used to take what I could get
Thinking everything was legit
I was so nieve
I guess I just wanted to believe
The world was just too hard to conceive
Remember those times
We were dropping lines
Back in the day
We had nothing to say
I guess it's time to pay
Out with the old in with the new
Gotta let yourself shine through
Your true friends will love you for you
To those friends be true
And trust they will be too
Too many thoughts running through my head
Find myself unable to go to bed
I'm doing my best
Gotta get this off my chest
I need some rest
I know now I'm in love
It's like a type of drug
Swallow the fact
There's no turning back
Trying to keep everything in tact
Wondering how she feels
How long it'll take to heal
Wanting her to want me
Hoping she likes what she sees
Praying I am what she wants me to be
Mom calls everyday
I already know what she has to say
My stress level rises,
Now there's a crisis,
Still no surprises.
Submission Name: Toughts 
