Slit my wrists waiting for you
Slit my stomach for all your lies
Looking at an empty room
As my eyes fill with more cries.
Look at my life no mom or dad
Mom is a drugy dad is a alcoholic and gambler
Been child abused
My sister a rambler.
Been raped by the girl I lost my virginity to
Been sexually harassed from the age of 10 why
My friends have torted me and lied
I just want to end my life and die.
I hate this life look at me I have nothing
My dad tells me I'm hopless my mom can't say Nothing at all
My brother tells me I'm a mistake
I just tumble and falled.
My sister just says everyone hates you
My family is f*cked up and a mess
I hate this world that surrounds me
I'm so depressed and all I do is stress.
I have so much love inside but who for
I try to be happy for who
I wish I wasn't born at all
And I never knew you.
So as I sit here today thinking about ending my life
I sit here and think of the one who gave me her Love and life
Who took me out of that misery
And made me forget all that strife.
But before I knew it she had cheated now she is gone
And I lie here on the floor on my knees praying for a world of hope
God stop them from judging me he picks me up and looks at me
He picks me up from the edgy slope,
and smiles and says Son
Look at me and ask yourself you are the one for anyone
And if no guy can't see that then don't bother
Don't play their games they're not fun.
So I stand up and wake up for real look back at my life
And say get real you can't hold me down
F*ck you all for your stupid lies and hurt,
There her smile appeared from the her stupid frown.
Submission Name: Suicide 
