Darkest depths of my soul
Slowly being destroyed my your chemical.
I'm Tired of being alone.
last love has turned my heart cold as stone
Trust, Love, and faith all thrown back in my face.
I'm Such i Fuckin' disgrace
You dont deserve the comfort of my love
and i didn't deserve to be punched, pushed your shoved.
did i even mean anything to you?
or was i just a toy for you to Subdue?
i don't know anymore the real me
When i look in the mirror i can't understand
what or who i see
you've sent me back to the way i use to be
Cold hearted, bitter and inside angry
The blood from my wrists tell my story
i wanna die be dead and buried
my image of myself is inncomplete, broken,and dead.
Why is my blood all that is being shed?
i konw i'm not perfect
nothing but i burded for some lost soul to collect.
But you made me think different
but it was all a lie and every word you never meant
but i will find some one better then you
And with that happiness there's nothing you can do.
Give me what i could never ask for
Give me back my heart, untore.
So i can give it to another who deserves
what i have to give
A dead soul Desperatly wants to live.