That's all I need right now...
Just a shoulder to lean on
for all these hard times...
Depressions, pain, and heartache
That trio that always seem to be as one
That ever so cruel trio...
Why cant i just forget about it?
The cause of all my sorrows
But alas i cannot,
in those forever words of a poet
To let go would only hurt more.
I'm stuck in a spiral...
Ive tried it all to soothe the pain.
Music, love, charity...
But none ever seem to work for but a day.
And so every day the pains come back...
Just to hurt again.
Why have i been targeted?
I shall hint at the cause of my problems
but i cannot tell you it all...
My heart feels heavy
my brain utterly confused
My hands shaking at indecision
Should I say out loud?
If someone just came to me,
Lent me the strength to end this
and live a happier life,
I would be grateful
But there's that one question...
Who should i let into my heart and soul?
Why should i trust thee?
What have you done to earn it?
How can i know you wont betray me?
How can i know you wont abandon me?
Where can i turn to then?
What would i do?
There would be nothing left for me
My life would continue on down this spiral
That is until My problem leaves me
Now, Now don't get the wrong idea...
This is a blissful thing if it was known
Have you guessed it yet?
Only those that know me intimately...
can guess exactly what it is
So then i guess what I'm saying is...
Wheres my Savior?
Wheres my one hope?
Wheres my shoulder to lean on?
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Submission Name: Just A shoulder to lean on
