The Pain I have -------------------------------------------
My life….Alone
The days I have lived
The happy the sad.
I only have one thing left
I'm not sure if I want to be alive
For my last to be a sigh
No one comforts me
So I have no love
But I have no hate
It may be too late
To be happy again
Anger, Sadness and Depression
Tears flow from my eyes
Nothing in my life is ever fine
I may seem happy
But I’m just very hyper
I love one person
Who is no longer here
So to die there is no fear
I see ugly in my eyes
For there is no beauty in my eyes
I'm going to die alone
The last thing I might see is blood
And tears that flood
I want to be free
My family kills me
I am not free
Who could be so cruel?
To give me no life
The cuts they have caused me
The sadness that I have
The scars on me
My friends are there
But I can’t see them often
This causes tears
I am free at school
This causes me to be more childish there
Cause at home I cant be one
I will leave home without a trace
So I can have a life
They won’t know anything about me
I just want to be free
They won’t know
Because I was never free
My Secret
I have a secret
Only few know
I can’t put it out
The way people would look at me
The friends who will never see me the same
People will think I'm insane
I will be uglier
Only people who are the same will understand
I will be like a rabid rat
That needs to be gotten rid of fast
The little happiness will be gone
I have a secrete that few know
That I will keep mostly to myself
So I don’t have to be alone