the last thought in my head
the first person i think about
the person i fantasize about
the person i can't get out of my head
the person i want to see so bad
the person i feel i have a small connection with
the only one to care about my absurd lust
but no, it doesn't matter
he can have any girl he desires
why would he ever pick me?
he wouldn't and won't
he is handsome and lovely
i am plain and boring
he has his life so well together
i am a trainwreck goin down the track at breakneck speed...