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i finally quit i set down the bottle put down the pipe and i look forward to tomorrow i act like im strong that i can do this all day long deep down inside i know that i am wrong i never thought i would be this way im weaker than ever but im afraid to tell im scared to death and on this thought i dwell im sick as fuck and no matter how hard i try i cant stop these tears that i cry sobreity brings so many gifts but in the time it takes to get them all i can hear is the clock tick my disease will never go away and for my past i will always pay those blackouts that i had always had only god knows what i did and for that i am so sad i almost died a million times i dont even know if i commited any crimes do you know what its like to not remember? not just one night but the whole month of december? im 21 and have nothing to show did i intend my life to be like this? to that i can honestly say NO!!!!!! |
Wow I too have nothing to show and will be 21 this Aug... I know as well how it is to know you should have been dead 10 times over.. from drug over doses and also from my own stupidity.... Also its NEVER too late to make a change for the better. "Better now than never" great write! amazing A Jackz | Posted on 2009-06-08 00:00:00 | by jackz | [ Reply to This ] | BRAVO!. I ablsolutely loved this. I too am trying to put everything down. I want my life to better than what it is with alcohol and drugs. This is such an anspiration for me to keep trying to get sober and straight. Keep it up! I am looking forward to reading more of your work! | Dominique | Posted on 2009-06-06 00:00:00 | by DearlyDeparted | [ Reply to This ] | |