Sign up to EliteSkills

i finally quit
i set down the bottle
put down the pipe
and i look forward to tomorrow
i act like im strong
that i can do this all day long
deep down inside i know that i am wrong
i never thought i would be this way
im weaker than ever
but im afraid to tell
im scared to death
and on this thought i dwell
im sick as fuck
and no matter how hard i try
i cant stop these tears that i cry
sobreity brings so many gifts
but in the time it takes to get them
all i can hear is the clock tick
my disease will never go away
and for my past i will always pay
those blackouts that i had always had
only god knows what i did
and for that i am so sad
i almost died a million times
i dont even know if i commited any crimes
do you know what its like to not remember?
not just one night
but the whole month of december?
im 21 and have nothing to show
did i intend my life to be like this?
to that i can honestly say NO!!!!!!