She fills my heart
with her nothingness
bursting with potential
I wait in the silence
In the stillness
for her breath
to ignite me today
"Ignite me today"
thirsty begging.
Yet I am already ignited
I just forget sometimes
The star in my heart glows
brighter still
for the darkness it finds itself in
In darkness I cannot see the light of
for it would blind these weak eyes
If I could but see it.
I do catch a feeling of it...
I am weak
because I am yet to
learn full trust.
And yet it comes more everyday.
I am in a tumble full of fire
drying out my impurities
and gathering them like
fluff in the filter.
I am not full filled
because I have not yet
emptied out all of myself.
I cannot stay in my stillness
because my lack of faith
makes me quiver
And yet still She holds me
holds me still in my heart
I am like an injured bird
Quivering in the hand of the Healer
Yearning to fly
My tears stream
like a river
returning to the Sea
My heart begs now
only for trust.
For tis lack of it
that makes me stumble in the dirt