No choice at all was I given
Due to the boisterous
Poisonous way I was livin
Thought I was coy enough
To toy with what's all but given
Now, I'm so fault-ridden
For the loss, tossed, she crossed me and made the decision
Without me, I doubt we, we would now be
Anything near success, failure's all around me
And, now she's goin' through with it to prove that
She would know what to do with it
Doin' it, all without me?
Is it impossible that my calling, my seed?
Lays in a landfill, a man killed, she did it without even calling me?
Don't for a second believe that, I even think that, coulda been what I wanted
But, the grief that, came to me slapped, me all around and I'm down, stunned it
Kills me to think that coulda been my only chance
I don't wanna be the one to wonder If I done an' put my life in someone else's hands