As I look upon her, my beloved 6 year old daughter, how time has passed, and how much precious she has become to my soul, there standing on a chair, closing her eyes making her birthday wish, I cry...as I remember her question to me just a day before:
"Daddy, does birthday wishes really do come true?"
My sweetheart, of course they do, daddy can always make them come true!
"Really daddy! then I'll tell you my wish first daddy...I want to visit mommy in that beautiful place called heaven"
What can You answer...?
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My world doesnt matter, not my exams, not my friends, nor even family. Why do I feel as if nobody understands my pain, and how much I love her
Yes I heard it all, that I am young, that theres plenty of life left to live, and then I will get over this hurt and this grief stabbing into my heart
But I cant give it up, I refuse to. I stubbornly want to love her and take her into my own, to protect and cherish her like no other can, and it tears me inside that I might never be able to...
What words can you offer me...?
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I can be in a room filled with soo many people yet feel as if nobody is next to me
I have hundreds of contacts in my phone, yet nobody to call
I can laugh and talk in a classroom but as soon as it dies down, I feel it was nothing but a temporary escape
Why is it no matter how hard I try, nobody understands what it means to be me?
Can you give me an answer...?
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Submission Name: Extracts Of Essence
