Very powerful... I've never gone so far as to actually try and end my life, but I've certainly thought about it and I always ask myself what I'm even here for. What's the point? I think we can all relate, and I'm glad you shared this with us.
This was short but sweet. I honestly enjoyed this. For I've found myself in the same situation time and time again. I've pointed an Ithica to my face countless times. Though the thing that always stopped me was my grandfathers ole saying. Its and Irish saying that goes way back... "There is an endless amount of hope in the sea, but none in the grave." Those words always haulted my actions. I've come to realize that death isn't the answer to anything cause if you do that there is no chance to fix it or make it better. Again nice work, keep it going! I'm glad to find someone that isn't afraid to express their feelings, even if they're ones that others are uncomfortable with. Ohh and I guess we have a little more in common too. I too am inlisting myself into a military branch. I'm trying to get into the Marine Corps. Good luck with your journey. Strive, survive, and live!