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    dots Submission Name: My Cloud Ninedots

    Author: jackz
    ASL Info:    24/F/OH
    Elite Ratio:    3.76 - 591/622/380
    Words: 157
    Class/Type: Rant/Longing
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       Do all the stupid things i did... just made my journey that much more difficult but I suppose its true what I hear God doesn't put you through things you can't handle, he only puts you through the harder times he knows your strong enough to get through.

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    dotsMy Cloud Ninedots

    I long for the sky above me to rain drops of vodka
    To come home to a smorgasbord of drugs


         The ability to drink myself to oblivion
    Due to all my fail dreams

         To inject that drug into that needy vain of mine
    A way to run from all this pain

    *I and others have caused myself*

    Ultimately to float above the clouds
    *even if its only for a few moments*

    To run...

    Can't you see this is my way of protecting myself?
    Holding it all in got me no where

    The drugs make me happy,
    Even if it is only for a few moments

    It feels like an eternity to me
    A life I have not lived

    a life I
    was meant to live

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      I'm a recovering alcoholic. In my drinking days, I thought I had found a demon who could destroy my other pain and demons. Instead, I later found I had just let another demon in my life to create even greater chaos.

    | Posted on 2009-06-16 00:00:00 | by Ron Cole | [ Reply to This ]
      It's hard for me to relate to this, but I admire your honesty in putting it out there. We all have our crutches, and I suppose it's our duty to walk freely one day.

    But it's good that you realized "The drugs make me happy,
    Even if it is only for a few moments"

    that those are superficial moments, even though they carry the weight of the world. Or rather, remove that weight. It can be so hard to realize that when release can be had.

    So you're stronger, you're clearer, and it seems you can at least see the path even if you've yet to step foot on it. I wish you luck.
    | Posted on 2009-06-16 00:00:00 | by FallenGrace | [ Reply to This ]

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