Please God let me feel good again
It's been a while since I've known my friends
I don't know how much more I can take
Even the familiar comforts are beginning to fade
A cry for help is useless when you've been rendered completely helpless
Not crazy enough to be dragged away
Too crazy to see clearly
The endless cycle digs deep into the soul
Fuck everyone who is losing faith
I'm not always this way
There are those who say, they have been there all the time,
but where are you when I'm really alone?
We are all really alone.
I guess I push people away
A neurotic obsession with notions such as the fact that no one can ever be completely certain that what they are percieving is anything comparable to what someone else is seeing and allowing that to fester into extreme sadness when faced with enormous issues that could result in loss of freedom and physical and mental well being.
No matter how much you try to hug me, when I am this way I push back because you don't see the same blue that I do.
WOW.... talk about deep thought DAM... this is an amazing writing.. at first I was like wow I'm really going to like this then in the middle I wasn't all that sure of where this was going but you have me ... I wanted to find out I wanted to know how it was going to end.. this is a heartfelt emotional write and just down right AMAZING