I sit here charged with hate
a simple thing that even i cannot debate
for it is lifes own joke i be handed this fate.
I long for the pain
I need the pain
I want the pain
just so i can regain,
some long off shattered memory,
of what i use to hold, a memory,
how can somthing so abstract hold so dear, a memory.
I long for the happier times
it use to be better in those times
but no one can regain those times.
I have done what I can do,
and watched depression slowly work its due,
The Depression i know thee well, do what you must do.
I have hid myself from the light of the world
and saw what deamons have done to my world,
Save us they call, but i have no love for the world.
So i retreat back into myself, to die
I retreat myself from the love, just to die
hold very dear my will to die, so i cry.
but you, you loved me when i was fallen
beaten, battered and bruised you loved me
you save me from mine own destruction, you loved me.
you raised me up and nursed my wounds
you loved me and cleaned my wounds
removing the salt that infested my wounds.
I trust you, and you trust me
so write this so you too can see
the feelings i have that are hidden in my heart for you and me.
I spill my heart, rip it out
so i can write it out
love, lets give them somthing to talk about.
Theres nothing more i can do
but look into your eyes and say to you
I love you.
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