i am a humam. i feel, see, i touch.
i hurt, i cry, i love.ive felt so many things.
ive felt anger when i was lied to so
many times.
ive felt sadness when i knew i never would love again.
i felt sadness when he left me, with a broken heart.
ive felt the pain when he beat me endlessly and made me cry till i couldnt no more.
ive felt the love when he held me in his arms and whispered in my ears
"babe i love you" then lost it when he said "i hate you"
i cried when he left, when i knew the only person who ever loved me
abandonded me.
i saw in the mirror the mess i have became and touched my it
to see if it was actually me.
i saw a girl who was at the borderline of a meltdown. one who was gonna give up on life. she wasn't human.
she wasn't me.
she wasn't human.
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