I love your first paragraph talking about how the words control you.
And when you say 'all that matters is that im alone in this so called life' really reminded me of myself when i went through a rough patch But
But you shouldn't live your life in fear of things but u should be enjoying it
You should keep writing, even if no one else reads them ill read them but im sure other people will read them.
Submission Name: The words in my head 
