Slowly killing me you are.
With those lies you live with,
now have forced me to live with.
Although you know I speak the truth
you turn away with shame.
As if by ignoring the obvious,
all wrong doings can be taken back.
Therefore I could lead a normal life.
Yet you and I both know what reality lies ahead...
Granted your lies are a stab in the back
It is not the straw that broke the camels back
My realization as an adult
I meant less to you than the possibility of those material objects you could have received
Allowing him to have his way with me
YOU KNEW OF THIS!
Yet again you turn away with shame
As if all wrong doings can be taken back
There are NO take backs
Could of; Should of; Would of
Do not make a difference here
You choose this life for me,
you gave me all these tears.
Now I am living with this pain
Of being abused by a father figure I would have died for
Of the betrayal I have fallen into caused by my Mother.