Back at the place I once called home
Memories of what use to be
flood my mind like New Orleans did when the levies broke!
Bogged down with sadness and regret.
Not sure how to lift myself up from here.
This weight is too much,
the pressure exceeds my motivations to pick myself up.
So I lye here at this bottomless pit,
stuck deep within, what am I to do now?
Where do I go from here?
How is it up is my only direction to go yet this pit is getting deeper and deeper as each moment passes?
For I am
Longing for love and support I've never felt
Searching for a helping hand...
That I never had
But always wanted...