I live in a world that does not surround me,
this fantasy of the way my life should have been.
Becomes my true reality.
Living in a world with betrayal, abuse, and hatred I separate myself with entirely!
I look around and see I'm playing catch with my Dad
The Step Father who use to linger in each corner no longer exists
I see my Mother coming home from work and she begins to make dinner.
The depressed, self centered, unemployed drug abuser Mother I use to know no longer lives at this house!
My reality is slowly coming together...
No betrayal from my Mother
No abused from a Step Father that no longer exists
No hatred toward a Father who was never there for me.