Hate I Relased
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I take all these drops of hate put them in a bottle Drop. Drop.. Drop... Hate does not evaporate like other liquids Its like oil Then one day the bottle is FULL This day has come! Taking all those hellish years you put me through Taking all those lonely nights Maybe even a few hopefully moments ( only to be a crushing let down) I took all those feelings felt All those drops of hatred build up All my rage fuming inside I finally RELEASED IT My drops of hatred could only fester for so long (what did you expect?) My hopelessness could only become so strong until it overcame me... Until I burst... Literally Taking that 12 gauge shot gun to my stomach was my way of releasing Do not misunderstand my motivations. I did not want to die But I also did not want to live with these feelings of uncontrollable hatred and rage. So I took a risk and accepted the possibility of dying. Once again, I am expressing to you all ill feelings are gone, all hatred has been dismissed. For I almost took my own life for this result, Can't you see? My life could not truly begin with all those drops of hatred and rage built up.

Submitted on 2009-07-13 00:21:51     Terms of Service / Copyright Rules
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