Description: This is about the irony of my Mother always being there in my life more so than ANYONE else and yet she is also the one whom subjected me to SOO much pain,betrayal, and hurt
You Were There -------------------------------------------
During my darkest hour
You where there
During my weakest point
You were there
During those months I endured so much pain
You still remained there for me
You've always been there
You were the one causing all this pain
You were the one bringing me to my darkest hour
You were the one causing all that pain I endured over those several months
And because the dice have fallen this way
And because the irony to all this
That you are not only the pain doer' but also the pain take awayíer
I cannot stand you...
I cannot bear to be seen with you...
I've lived through some hard times
I've done the best I can
But you my friend,
You, have officially out-done yourself
Itís this pain I feel daily
That is a reminder to your past chores you placed upon me
Itís this pain I have mention that weights me down a significant amount
Ultimately this was the flame to the touch you had me await with
I've changed and itís because of you
This pain, these undesirable feelings
Have brought me to where I am
And you Ma'am, deserve all the credit...
By the way... Itís nothing to brag about!!
I'm sorry that you had to endure what no child should, and that the one who should have protected you from all that did not.
Every child should feel loved special one of a kind protected and believed in by their parents, that's a parents job it's in the secret manual we all get before we get to get the kid,.
Some just don't understand that it's fundamental to follow through on these things , for that child to be emotionally mentally and sometimes physically healthy in return.
You were stripped of too much of those fundamentals and you pay for it now as an adult, but you are starting to find your way through the pain and the fog, and I believe in you and believe you can do it,'