I have this shadow lurking over head,
This fear overwhelms my state of mind.
The what if's and could be's have exhausted my body.
Living in the unknown
Out of the loop
Eats away at me,
As pray would eat away at their predators
Slowly I am degrading,
I am being nothing,
Absent to all that is going on around me
Yet aware of every movement
Waiting for that fateful day to come,
Simply wanting answers