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Love isn't always so unabashed. It mounts slowly in the shadows rises with the discarded dust, with each moment of emotion shedded, that we thought we could simply leave behind. They stick together, fuzzy emotional knotts. You say you can't define this feeling, sweep it beneath the bed where we lay. It hides itself away in the warm secret places of youth, in the spots we used to treasure, that we don't visit much these days since old age has ran away with hope. It whispers to us in dreams, where walls have less power, and every man is a ghost who can walk through anything, even his own fear. In the morning we can brush it all away, with dirty linens and fine sleep collecting in our eyes, because modern man believes dreams have no relevance to everyday things. Love isn't always showy, doesn't always make a grand entrance. Ours is a backdoor love affair. Hippies take the backway no exceptions. Use the entrance reserved for theives, and reincarnated French whores. We all move in like rats through cracked doors and blinding shadows, Slip through the narrow hollers where love and desire sprout and grow. Wild weeds thriving somehow in the miniscule divisions that sit between concrete blocks where fertile earth collects and offers up small opportunities to live. And people say, look at this proof of the resilience of life. I wish to say love is resilient, too, but there is only so much growth that can take place in darkness, hard surroundings, and small pieces of stolen ground. |