Why must it be so chaotic, so distracting.
So unreal. This life. This defiance.
Atrophied brain cells. Hits you like a brick.
Unsure of what to do next.
So much confusion. Thoughts tumbling through your head.
Destruction. This magnificence brought down.
Demise. Unhappiness. Why must it always be this way.
So surreal. Unreal. Defies logic. Defies reality. Defies everything you knew.
This hate, this love. These destructive tendencies.
It's all chaos now. What have you done?
Fate's curse through ecstasy.
Why does it have to be this way?!
Untold stories of millions. Untold tributes to those you care for.
A seeing eye in the darkness. Blind to all but one.
Maybe two. There's so much to do, no time.
Spinning out of control. Sprialing down again.
Down to the deepest depths where strange creatures roam, and oddities float in the sky.
Waiting, suspense, wringing my heart dry, waiting for you.
Is it worth it?
Is it worth the trial, the pain, the suffering, the unknown?
What has been done to the heart? What has happened to the mind?
So disappointed. Kills me inside.
Rage towards everything. Trust cannot be found.
Worth nothing to me. Nothing. It's impossible.
Chaotic thoughts. Again. They spin so quickly.
Such a powerful word. The hope. The loss. The loss of control of the mind.
A change. An explosion. Destroying, but creating anew?
Is this the end of an age, or the beginning of a new era?