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    dots Submission Name: I Am My Own Rivaldots
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    Author: jackz
    ASL Info:    24/F/OH
    Elite Ratio:    3.76 - 591/622/378
    Words: 194
    Class/Type: Rant/Serious
    Total Views: 635
    Average Vote:    5.0000
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    Description:
       Began to write for one person but ended up being about another.


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    dotsI Am My Own Rivaldots
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    I consume this vodka
    To wash away my pain.

    I allow myself to absorb all these pills
    to hide my overwhelming guilt.

    I ignore the grumbles from my tummy,
    for I cannot eat

    This pain consumes me to a degree I cannot explain,
    yet I write and try to do exactly this.
    My guilt is from leaving you,
    For betraying you.

    Growing up, you were my everything to me.
    In some ways were inappropriate
    Anticipating those nights you'd touch me,
    hoping you'd only pass my room without entering.
    Although this was never the case

    Yet in other ways you were my hero.
    Always there to see me off to school,
    There to greet me as I got off the bus,
    Wiped my tears away when a boy hurt me.

    Despite this...

    You have me drinking my pain away,
    Absorbing harmful pills to hide my guilt...

    Guilt I feel, due to putting you behind bars,
    where you rightful belong.

    On the other hand I am my own rival
    Battling myself til my wits end
    Though I suppose this is what you wanted?




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      I'm afriad to comment, because I'm worried that what I say will be unworthy and underspoken for this peice of writing. Its deep and deeply exspresses the confusion of putting away the person that hurt you. It can be a struggle within you, as you ponder over the guilt, on the fact that you placed a man behind bars. it can be a hard thing to carry, and this poem brings it out clearly.

    But just know, that he deserves what he got, and you shouldn't feel guilty at all
    | Posted on 2009-07-26 00:00:00 | by grimmreaper | [ Reply to This ]


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