this time i will, this time i wont wait
alone, and alone i will be
crazy, not beautiful, just crazy
is that why hope keeps me in the dark?
i feel so hopeless, you broke my heart
he killed my spirit
nothing left to do but die
trust has let me sleep with death
and i never felt better
because i always let myself down
my childhood was full of broken promises
i tried to look up
but there were no blessed opening
being molested took my innocence away
and from that it rains in my head everyday
i'm not happy and theses seeds
are planted deep
and they grow with every tear i drop
this time im going to make a differents
alone, and alone i will be. |