Letting go was never a strong point of mine
But let's face it, I have to.
You left me so coldly and without a second thought
As you walked out the door
To the floor my heart dropped
I do not know if I will ever see you again
Our paths may never cross
It's strange to me how you can plan your life
And dream up dreams
And in one instant, they disappear.
My eyes are tired from crying
My body is weak from my own self-abuse
And while you're out there flirting with your women
I'm left here alone.
Marriage is supposed to last forever.
"How do you pick up the threads of an old life?
How do you go on...
While in your heart you begin to understand
There is no going back?"
I have no answers.
But I must stand and be strong
I must hold my head high
For this is the only way I will be able to survive.
I will now take one last look around
At the life we once had and realize
It's time to take a deep breathe and start walking.
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