A long awaited crush in sight
waiting to be brought to light
was i too late?
is this my cruel fate?
if so, i will embrace in...
but, does that mean ill feel like shit?
to be alone, is a burden of its own
tortured by all else with love to show
ill admit, im jealous of them
they make my life seem more dim...
but theres this girl, shes different.
in my eyes - shes...heaven sent.
beautiful in every way.
words to describe - i cant say
its all so undescribable
without her, life goes back to dull.
all i need is the slightest touch.
so i disguise it in a hug
i close my eyes to see her face
id rather see her in person though, to make through the days
but i want more! i hate being like this
i want to experience bliss
i want to be happy, no - a reason to live
i want to show what i can give
right now im in the dark
and im looking for a spark
until then, im filled with hate
im tired of this, but right now - i must wait.