Trying not to poison mind
of thoughts I want to leave behind
of how my future could be lost
with me paying happiness as cost
Oh, how I hope things are not
that such sadness would not be brought
My heart burns for this to hold
Such news, I do not want to be told
But I'm sure that things are not
What my mind is telling me
Another tactic to crush my spirit
and choke the life right out of me
Alot of thoughts pass through my mind
That make me sad and are unkind
I try to push them from my head
cuz the future I don't wish to dread
My Lord, please don't let this be
Uplift me and hold me
Make my heart's yearnings a reality
and please don't let us fall into calamity.
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