I saw the world so completely different, in ways I can't show you, or make you understand. And it's a scary world, I don't want anything to do with it. Not half of the time. I just want it to all make sense again.
When I was young, I had this notion that one day I'd find the guy to take me away from the hell I lived. I never knew I'd miss my hell. I never thought that I could. And what's worse is this empty silence, words distorted like as if I was under water, "aaarree yooou okaaaay?" No, I'm not and I don't know when I will be again. When the sun streamed in this morning I was so sure, that things would get better. And all would be right, You'd have the same smile that I fell in love with, and those worry lines would leave you pretty face. But, as I shook your shoulder, traced your forehead, and kissed you awake, You looked like you could kill me, and rolled over into sleep.
So I scream and scream,
then let my echos fade away.
I am waiting for you to wake up.
But I'm scared...I might have a long wait.