I see you're moving on,
I really wish you'd stay.
But please, before you go
there's something I must say.
Have you forgotten what we had?
The way I made you feel?
We had something special,
the love I felt was real.
I could only hope
that you'll miss me and remember.
Did you know we had our first kiss
on the seventeenth of December?
Maybe if you thought about
the way it all began.
On December seventh
was the first day you held my hand.
I met you at a soccer game
I only saw you as a friend
But I heard that you had liked me
Who woulda thought I'd love you in the end.
We would talk more on the phone
and then thats when I knew.
You told me that you loved me
and I felt the same way too.
Then on January second
just when this love was strong,
I found out you had other girls
I never thought you'd do me wrong.
I never cried so much
the way I did that day.
My life only got worse
when I had to move away.
So I left and was alone
my heart still loving you.
You were with another girl
and there was nothing I could do.
At times I would think,
Why am I holding on?
He didn't want me anymore
His love for me was gone.
I tried so hard to do it,
but I just couldn't let you go.
I told my friends I was over you
but the truth, they didn't know.
A year had passed
since I had heard your voice
I had the chance to see you
but "no" was my choice.
But I let my guard down and called you,
and all those feelings returned.
I would never get over you,
that's something that I learned.
I asked if I could see you
and you said that'd be okay.
I was so excited
I was smiling the whole way.
We were walking towards each other
and we said hi with a hug.
Aww you looked so cute
you were dressed up like a thug.
I couldn't believe it,
you were right here by my side.
When you told me how you felt,
wow, I could have cried.
You grabbed my phone and took a picture
of your hand holding mine.
I put it on my MySpace page
I wanted to send you a sign.
What happend next
is something I missed.
Time passed us by
as we laid there and kissed...
As I walked back to my sister's,
I had the best feeling ever.
I wanted to spend my life with you
Me and you would be forever.
There was one more day 'til I had to go back home
and you left your girl for me.
You said you'd wait 'til I returned.
I knew this was meant to be.
So morning came
and I had to leave.
This was four days after
New Year's Eve....
But soon my happiness came to an end.
You thought I had sex with your brother.
How could you think I would do this to you?!?
The tears came one after another.
There was no convincing you.
For me, you had no trust.
The place I had in your heart
automatically turned to dust.
One month has already past
And now you're with somebody new.
You tell her that you love her
I wish that wasn't true.
So I survived another month
and finally went to town.
I knew you were still with her,
that really brought me down.
I so badly wanted to see you
I didn't think you'd feel the same.
But when my cousin invited you
I was surprised you even came.
So here we were again
on three/twenty-two.
When you walked into my door,
I didn't know what to do.
This time we didn't greet each other
with a great big hug or kiss.
We simply just said "Hi."
A STUPID lie led us to this.
After a few hours
of just sitting and watching tv
we went into my sister's room
but words you hardly spoke to me.
For a while nothing happened,
we ended up falling asleep.
I knew you had a girl
so this secret, I'd have to keep.
Then when I woke up,
your hand was holding mine.
You leaned over to kiss me
and I was on cloud nine....
We made out for a while
Til it was time for you to go.
When you walked out of my door,
I started feeling low.
Even though I was with you that night
I knew things still wouldn't be the same.
I missed the love we had back then
But to you, I was just a game.
A few days later you told me
Revenge was why you were there.
You still believed about me and your brother
For my feelings, you didn't care.
After that I got so mad at you
I couldn't stand to see your face
I knew this'd be the end of us
You even blocked me from your MySpace.
I felt like I was over you
That made me really glad.
But seeing you around all the time
just changed my mood to sad.
I couldn't help but miss you
And the way we were before.
I started to face the truth
Me&you would be no more...
So now we talk as friends,
but we don't talk about our past.
Nothing is the same.
I can't believe we didn't last.
I'm crying as I write this
with my paper and my pen.
Hoping you'll read this and think about
everything we could have been.
You're a huge part of my life
And in my heart you'll always be
Even though it didn't work out
You're still my favorite memory. |
Submission Name: Our Story.
