You had me believing
I had control
Within control of this life I live
But the truth
Came back with a vengeance!
My thoughts are not as they should be
My concerns are not what they would be
No! Thanks to you Sir,
I am wondering
Does this man behind me in the grocery store,
is this the man out to kill me?
Will this be my last breathe?
Will today be my last sunrise seen?
I am now living within a world of
"Is today my last day ALIVE"
These are not just questions of curiosity
They are life or death questions...
My fear grows... my paranoia is heightened
Looking all around...