It was twilight,
When I saw your face.
It was evening,
And my heart was winning the race-
Beating faster and faster,
Like it was going to nowhere,
Maybe, but then I realized
It wasn’t scared, it was headed somewhere-
This feeling of revenge
Is sinking deep into my bones,
This feeling of regret,
Makes me want to throw stones-
And break your bones,
Drag your soul to hell, maybe,
Bitter sweet resentment,
Tears strained heart, baby-
It all comes too natural
That it suddenly becomes quite unbearable
It all seems too simple
And yet what I said were unthinkable-
Words that cut through
Worlds, like a knife
Slashing you through
And through till your life-
Is over and done with,
I don’t want penance,
If I did, I’d end up
Locked with a lifetime sentence-
tugging at my heartstirngs,
tugging at my soul,
bittersweet and hopeful smiles,
I'll be empty and not whole-
So let me go
Darling, say goodbye!
This is my last night,
So let’s leave it to the sky-
To decide, to rain or
To shine,
If I’ll make it through
The night.
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