Inside me is a broken person, a sad little girl who just wants attention. I think when I first started cutting, she was the reason. Not the reason why I continued, but the reason I started. She was the reason for the sudden crash into 'loving' Ryan, and Riju. She was the reason for the phone...um.. interaction with Wesley, the drunken..moment with Tom.
I actually went against her judgment today, which made me slightly sick. It may mean I lose the attention of a..stalker? Hacker? Mysterious person whose name I don't know..but maybe it will mean that I will gain something..
I don't know what but maybe... |