Giving too much of yourself, you're livin a lie
How did I get drawn into your mess called life?
You act like you want out, but yet you stay
Every time I talked to you, my heart broke a little more
You say you can't take it, the stess wears you down
Yet for some reason you sit there silently, just taking it
How can you live with all the criticism?
Never screaming out like I know I would
Accidents happen, sometimes things just don't make sense
But we ended up in a place neither of us expected to be
Found someone you could confide in, I, someone to trust
Or at least thats how it seemed
Suddenly you vanished, walked away from me & what we never were
Keep tellin myself I'm over you & the pain you caused
But who am I kidding? Everyone but myself
You'll always be a part of me- that was never a lie
Occasionally I still see your eyes- burning into my dreams
Your smile, the sincere one that you kept tucked away
Reminds me of happiness unknown
Why'd you leave me? Why'd you go?
Cant believe its been so long & I'm still broken hearted
I cry sometimes at night so no one knows
Wondering what I did wrong to drive you away
Your last words on repeat like a haunting melody in my head
There was no closure for me & I think thats why I'm stuck here
Missing you, all of you
Conversations, your brown eyes,
Do you think about me ever?
Think of those late night talks, confiding, laughing & bearing our souls
Secrets kept in the dark between us
Crying as I type this out to no one
How could you do this & not feel half as bad as I do?
And I bleed... |
Submission Name: No Closure
