I miss them, I miss the talks we used to have, the crushes I had, I miss the way that they made me feel about myself. I hate that it seems I just dropped them like that. I know it looks as if I haven't thought about them since the day I left. But I have, ever since I left their house for that supposed to be summer vacation I've thought of them almost everyday.
I wish I could go back and tell them. Every time I try and write it just seems stupid, and like some horrid attempt at a fake apology.
I guess I could send this to them, or the link to this page, but I still feel like I'm not writing enough, pouring enough of myself into it to show that I'm not just writing words that other people have already written. |