Since I am sitting in my bedroom at 7:30 i'm thinking ,not of myself but of my happiness of love."Love," I thought. "Love is happiness." Why would something this great come only come so far in my life. I've been broken hearted one too many times and this time it was cut too deep. I sometimes wish that it was not me that is broken hearted but my fear is scared. I can hear voices in my head saying,....... "Don't be scared little one find faith and don't give up."