I miss you for you are my other half!
Yet you are at times my bad half!
I have gotten far without you near!
yet I have fallen deeper into this depression I try my best to hide from!
You are and forever will be my good bad and ugly!
I love you for you were the one holding me as they put my abusive step father away for 8 years
I thank you for you saved my life from all my over doses
then of course that Christmas morning I tried to end my life!
You will always remain my first true love,
however where do we go from here?
For I have come to terms with you being ....
My Good, Bad and Ugly