My Demons
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When you said you loved me I thought could this be true? Over and over again you proved it Until I thought I knew. So many times I questioned could he love someone like me? Yet every time I needed When I looked right there you'd be. All these years I struggled to believe in what you said. Fighting always the demons that warred inside my head. Then finally at last I believed it Believed that love declared. Believed you truly love me the demons were no longer barred. My world it seemed then crumbled In a flash what I knew was gone. I was waking all alone my heart screaming I'd been so wrong. All the promises I believed in the ones I'd fought against through time. Were disappearing so very quickly and I was losing what was mine. I know in my heart he still loves me that his words still had to be true. But those demons now are louder and hope is now quieter too. Leaving my soul splintered questioning all I have known. Trying to hold on and have faith when inside my demons have grown. Can I again believe him? Believe what he says is true. That he really wants to come home and home is with me and not you. Inside my head my demons are screaming louder still. Telling me they are only words screaming at me they can't be real. How do I go back now to that place that once was warm? To the place I believed he loved me and my demons screamed no more?

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