Never was well endowed ,even for a larger built girl .
I have never been huge but wouldn’t want to be skinny .
Tiny girls look a lil fragile to me .
I thought of what my friends would think ,my family, my preacher.
The decision was all together too easy in the end.
I found myself the best surgeon.
I placed each breast in his well tuned hands.
I drifted into a chemical sleep sure I was going to wake up new.
And I did
Well I think I did I don’t remember waking up really .
Just yesterday I squeezed into my finest leather tank .
I pulled on my favorite jeans and got in my black muscle car.
At a stop light I re applied my lipstick ,trailer park red.
It came to me just then suddenly really
I have become someone I always was but couldn’t be .
I used to want to be different like everybody else .
Now I am different but still myself.