Self reliance- a Curse, a Gift, my nature.
A curse, that we are doomed,
Doomed to an eternity alone.
A gift, that we will never be hurt by the falsehoods of love and life.
Its is my nature- a Gift of the Darkest proportions,
A curse, of fallen Holiness.
To be this accursed servant of Life,
The blessed servant of corruption,
It is the only bliss I know.