The memories of what happened

                    it's all commen back

                    It's killen me inside

                   If I keep thinken this

         It's ganna lead to my suacidal death

    I had forgotten about this shit and now its back

                              The abuse

                             the neglect

                    being raped so many times

                   I could keep going on and on!!!

                        OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!

             why, why has this happened?????

              how did all this happen?????

           

 FUCK I NEED TO STOP THINKING FOR MY OWN SAKE!!